Who are you? You're just nobody. @.@

Sometimes I felt really lost and blur. Especially this moment, recently. Many things do not go as I wished. Lifeless life and boringness covering me. Clueless and meaningless, just don't know why. This neither long nor short holidays make me feel numb. Boring ,boring and boring, still remains boring. I have started to touch my mighty books, scribbling papers with workings and solutions for Further Maths, and somehow, online almost every night, not much of drama and until now,I realized something, my AS examination gonna be near, approximately around 5 weeks left. Hmmm... Oh My God! Think back.... I had spent my first week of this holiday all eyes with the dramas... Moreover, idling with Further Maths questions to pass time these two days. Come On, Dear Gie Gie! Wake up, wake up! No more sleeping beauty is allowed in this territory! No more handsome prince gonna wake you up because you had did a GREAT JOB by making him sad and disappointed... Oh Gosh.... T.T
Now what, for your class group presentation, left 5 more days. However, no one seems to care of it. Worrying, worrying and worrying. But what to do, this is not that with the strength of you alone the things will be done and complete. Teamwork, cooperation,far way by from your team too. Sad case,but strength-less.
You, You and you. You yourself also are a big problem. who are you to let him suffer like this, who are you to give him hopes and let him down, who are you to create pressure in him, who are you... who are you... You gonna apologize again, aren't you? No, he doesn't want your apologize, you know it well. Yes, I know, but what can I do? Anyone can tell me what should I do? Nobody knows. You do not have the courage, I know, he knows. Gie, I am very disappointed with you. :(